i hate this place so much, i get yelled at at least twelve times every day for doing NOTHING and yesterday i had a flashback in class and i had my head down on the desk and i got in trouble and i tried to tell them why and they kept insisting i "go take a time out when that happens" well i can't bloody just get up and leave when i'm barely fucking cognitive-- can you fucking READ, can you READ reports that are sent to you are what jesus christ and this place is supposed to "understand" and all of that shit and the psych ward i'm in sent them a report about my cognitive status and stuff while i'm having flashbacks and they STILL didn't get it grrrrr.

gr. D:

o well i made new friends in the psych ward, anyway :D and one of them told me that the reason why people stare at me so much is because i am incredibly attractive. which made me happy :P but then freaked out b/c i was like OH SO YOU FIND ME INCREDIBLY ATTRACTIVE EHHH and now i have to be all man-hatery D: