im fed up with life atm. I know i have so much potiental in life but my fibro right now is stopping that. Im in so much dam pain today.
This morning i woke up with my dressing gown/ robe curled up into a pillow on my bed side table and was curled up sleeping with my head on the table wiithout knowing. I must have got uncomfortable in the night and done it. Now today my neck and shoulders hurt like crazy, more than usual and it can usually be bad anyway.
The hileight of this coming week is health appointments! Thats as exciting as it comes atm.
Monday- pain managment team
tuesday- cpn mental health
wednesday- see friend maybe
thursday- mri scan
friday- pyhsiotherapy and stop smoking service.
If i didnt have these appointments id have nothing apart from maybe wednesday. So depressing.
Im allowed to do permitted work or voluntary work when i start my benifits but i wake everyday and dont know how il feel, how much pain and fatigue i have. I used to just force myself but ended up even more fatigued and highly anxious. I need something managable. Il reaserch it when i have the motivation.
On the plus side though, me and m had a really nice day yday in the sun but today i am paying for the walking about from yday. Was good though. I love days out with m. Here is a goose we fed.