when you don't sleep well like me where i only sleep about a couple hours a night. when the day rounds around i am tired no excuasted and vey jumpy. see i got my ptsd from my father abusing me through out my life. going into the world that does not have these problem and try to hide them and act as normal as possible is very hard. i have many axiety/panic attacks too. when i do sleepn they are more nightmares of my past than anything. i can gop days with out sleep because then ui don't have to think about what has happen to me. i is hard to talk about . that is why i am just starting to open up aboput it in this but i won't get into any details of my pstd because it isb pretty horrifing stuff.
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