I am feeling very frustrated but I am not sure anyone can relate. Been on a few dates with a nice guy. Good conversations. Don't feel anything. Not the least bit of anything. I have not had sex with anyone in over two years. Feeling really, really defective. Guessing most won't relate but any thoughts are appreciated.
Started on a new target with EMDR. It’s the last one with the ex-husband. I think my therapist got a full sense of things as I struggled and stuttered while describing most things. Part of the memory centered on my response, sitting alone in the kitchen getting drunk and contemplating suicide. Therapist knowing of an attempt in high school was very attentive and worked on containment....
Random med question... For those of you who have ever taken seroquel, can it make you completely numb? I went from an overwhelming amount of emotional pain and crying everyday to complete numbness.. I'm not sure if it's medication related or not, and that was the most recent change.