I just got home from work and as usual I am exhausted from the amount of mental energy it takes me to get through the workday. Another four children were placed in foster care today. Even though I wn cases it never really feels like a win. After all I have just convinced a judge to remove a child from their parent. The thing that really upsets me is that I shouldn't be doing emergency cases anymore. My supervisors know it traumatizes me every time I do them which is back to doing petition writing and editing everyday and court most days. They know it is just a matter of time before it will cause me to repeat the cycle of insomnia and nightmares and eventual complete breakdown again. I am not sure who is more to blaim them for not reassigning me or me not being able to find a new job so I can resign. I want to get off this ride please.
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