Today I'm really struggling. I went in and faced my employer that terminated me. I was nervous when I went in there and faced the music. The only thing I was focused on was just resolving the manner and getting my last check. To be honest the last few months it's like my symptoms have worsened. I was sexually physically and mentally abused.
A few months back the department of health came to my employer and investigated me for something I said when I was under a medication that made me not act like myself. Well that interrogation made me feel like a criminal and since then I've been feeling like one. Today Ito like I was in a brain fog and can't remember what I did at my employer. I can't remember what I said what I did etc. I feel like my life is ruined. Before my trauma I knew who I was now I'm lost n scared all the time. I want to cry my mom doesn't understand it. I know in my heart I'm a good person. I just don't know what's happening to me going inpatient is not an option. The last few months I've been dealing with alot and I noticed all my symptoms have came back. I'm afraid of ending up in jail or the hospital for life. My mom says all the time I'm going to throw my life away. I'm terrified can anyone help me to understand ptsd. I'm without insurance so I can't get services. My case manager was supposed to go with me and she didn't to my employer like she said. I didn't want to be alone due to how I'm feeling. I'm desperate.
I'm autistic and not good with signals. Out of nowhere on plentyoffish.com a woman sent me a message saying "hey cutie" with a phone number under it. She has 2 (suggestive) pictures but not much else on her profile. What does this mean? Does she want a hookup? Is this a scam? Would it be a bad idea to reply or call the number?I've been trying online dating for about a year and a half now and...
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