Court date is coming Sept 1 for trial with my ex for violating the protection order.
Im getting anxious about having to be in such close proximity of him. I know I don't have to look at him but I know he will be looking at me. So will all the jurors. So will his family. So will people who used to be my friends.
The whole thing is freaking me out in so many ways. I'm an introvert. Having to speak in front of people terrifies me. I hate him, and I want him to go to jail. I'm afraid I will make a mistake that will give him a break. I'm afraid of his attorney.
im just afraid
Ok sorry this is going to be lenghthy . 10 yrs ago while driving my son to school out of the blue I felt weak and shaky and my heart was racing. I thought I was having a heart attack. Went to ER and they said it was probably anxiety. The symptoms got worse over that year with numbness on left side mostly face, wobbly legs, feeling faint, inner shakes. Had every test in the world all normal except...
Anybody else feels confused and weak at times... and that causes you to panic for a few.. it's Ben happening to me and I haven't been able to sleep well and I wake up with my heart racing