miss the room it is the sane place on DS and so much recovery i am hooked LOL miss you all when not here glad you accept me as a part of the group and i grow and change more from the group even than one on one one trauma soldier helping another life continues to be a challenge i have not overcome my medical phobias and i will continue to do what i can with all your support,,,,, sixty not a good time to be avoiding this stuff but many seniors do i am not unique , sometimes due to lack of money for dental,, medicare sucks on that front,, i am talking to my sister when she opens up and realize alot happened marriages births etc when i could not be present and accounted for after my assault it tells me i was disasociating lost a few years to sheer survival,,,, coming out of it slowly i realized made progress if i can be present and listen to her helping me remember what i have lost ie nephews wedding birth of great niece,,, etc been through alot but as all of you i am not going to let the war win with out a battle i am slowly moving out of the townhome and looking for safer digs , thanks all of you for your support i hope i can be a productive member and give back some of what i am recieving ,,,,,,ptsd for me is very complex , i told my sister something about me i was shocked to get accepted for i guess the getting older makes people a bit more open,,,,, enough for now love u all FREEDOM
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