I have struggled with OCD, PTSD and Dysthymia all stemming from an abusive ex and also an abusive family member. I had been doing much better emotionally as I had not been in contact with either of these people much in the past two years until I recently just had a run in with a self admitted sociopath. The indivdual was an aquaintance of mine and he acted very kind at first listening to my problems and giving advice. He knew about the issues I was dealing with including being drugged only a year ago, dealing with a close friend struggling with a cocaine addiction this past year, and the previous abuse issues. A few weeks ago he revealed that he had only been pretending to be my friend in order to destroy me. I was shocked and extremely disturbed. Ever since this recent incident my PTSD has come back worse than ever. I am unable to sleep, having recurring flashbacks, nightmares and have no energy throughout the day. I am currently a college student and feel so overwhelmed and stressed at the moment that I cannot even attend class. It does not help that my parents do not want to even hear about emotional issues, therefore I cannot share with them anything that is going on. I am currently on .5 mg of Xanax for chronic panic attacks and I still feel the stress is overwhelming right now. I do not know what to do or even where to start.
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