I haven't posted anything here for a while but really need some other perspectives or validation that will help me not feel like a real mental case(sorry). I have been experiencing flashbacks that include body feelings and sensations. I mean they seem real,(some are and cant talk about these)and very confusing. My body "morphs". I can't "fit"right. My hands are alien. I see myself and don't recognize I'm doing whatever it is I'm doing. Can't talk right. Walk into doorframes. And the worst of all, PAIN in those areas. Okay, this too, bruises in same areas. Am I doing this? My body is betraying me. I want this stuff to just go away...
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