Im having lots of flashbacks of things that happened to me as a kid tonight. Trying to ground my way through it but not suceeding to well. Im at a safe house tonight as my boyfriend beat me up pretty badly last night. I thought my ptsd was getting better but when he beats me the fbs and nightmares return. Im very anxious tonight and i dont seem to be able to make these things stop. Im scared.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??