Everyday to me is like ground hog day I just got off more nerve blocks for my back that I hurt trying to figure out if a spinal fusion is my next step I just don't know how much more of this I can take. Well am up again all night hurt really bad I try to fight taking pain meds because I hate the feeling.
Hi - My therapist recommended this book. Thoughts?
Today, I live in fear. I'm free from my past physically, but I continue to wait for the other shoe to drop. I'm learning that trauma lingers and I'm also in a state of fight or flight. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to lose everything and everyone. Being with a new partner has been healing, but when I'm not doing well with my trauma, I start to read into things and fear the worst-I fear...