I babysat the next door boy again this afternoon and evening. He had a bad attitude when he got off the bus. But I let him help me cook his dinner and he softened up.
IDK what's going on with me? I'm tired all the time. No matter how much sleep I get I'm exhausted. I'm more depressed and don't have much energy to do anything. My psychiatrist increased my anti depressant but I haven't noticed a change yet. It's been a week on the higher dose. I hope I even out soon. If not, I may have to go inpatient. My meds may need an overhaul. ?
Guess that's about it for now. Thx for listening to my complaining.
Lee looked at me as I took off my coat and then slapped me in the face and asked me who the hall cut my hair. I tell him my mom cut it for me because it was getting hard for me to take care of and its still way past my shoulders. He started yelling at me about how I am suppose to ask him permission before I do ANYTHING! He told me he owns me and how I WILL obey him or else. I told him to go to...
Please just give me some support right now... I'm the strong one in my family and I'm just a kid, its' so hard to be alone and I'm so tired of beign responsible. I need someone to take me into their arms without scaring me, and know what happened and hold me and promise it'll be okay becuase right now I don't feel okay, I'm scared because I'm going numb to how I feel, it's like I'm a human robot...