Why can't I be angry about what has happened? I should be but I just feel numb. I will possible be confronting my abuser soon and I think I will need the anger to protect myself from her again. Every hurtful thing she says to me is like 10x worse than if someone else had said it. Why does it hurt so much more coming from her? I need the gumption to tell her just what she can do with herself but I haven't been able to move from scared to angry. I have a split person, If I let the other handle it She would lose control. She would embarrass me or even get me into some trouble. AsI read what I have written I realize this is just a huge mess. I just don't feel that therapy is working right now.
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