im still founding them out! ive been recovering from childhood sexual/emotional/physical ebuse that had been shut out of my conscious until 8 years ago. since then i have divorced my husband because he triggered me so much! my daughters trigger flashbacks, a man that looks like my father, a smell, someone standing behind me, someone touching the back of my head, someone touching my hair, someone not letting me go from a hug, someone trying to force me to do anything i dont want to, things i say that i hear myself sounding like my parents....the list goes on! im hoping i will get to the end of this list im building!
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