for some of you that’s known me over the years knows that I have many injuries from ... well I can’t get into the whole details rite now, but multiple traumas, severe violence & sexual abuse as well as being a “survivor” of a brutal murder attempt. I write survivor because that’s what I want to be & it’s insane how I survived the murder attempt (I even had a doctor tell me a while ago “ I don’t know how the hell you r alive”)
but I put those quotation marks around the word survivor because I struggle with how damaged I am from it (PHYSICALLY , emotionally & mentally) I’m a broken woman
Anyway, one of my many ‘broken pieces that I’m really trying to get help for (been trying to get help for) is my jaw issues. I’ve had extensive trauma to my jaw & had it dislocated a couple times & had to put it back into place myself during survival mode ect. ect.
I have trouble opening my mouth more than like a centimeter I’d say & I troubles with my jaw locking up & uhh I won’t traumatize you guys with all the details. But it effects so much, I have so much trouble to eat that I try to use ensures & chicken bone broth when I can so at least I have something in me.... & geez I’m struggling with pushing through dissociation writing this rite now so I hope I’m not all over the place or making sense.
Just wanted to find out if anyone here has any experience with this: https://www.verywellmind.com/relationship-between-ptsd-and-psychotic-symptoms-2797525I've recently become aware that I've been suffering from PTSD for about 16 years. My main symptom is hypervigilance that's usually socially centered, which I think has made me paranoid. I've had hallucinations, delusions, or whatever you want...
i have to make routine in my life instead of jumping up to whatever place i feel like my discharge from my doc depends on this among other things which is not going to happen i have not been stable for 30 or 40 years so unless they come up with a mood stabilizer that may work so there is is 1 yr with no moodswingsnow it is getting worse i have been taking a cab to crfafgt store spendin g money...