With court ahead I’m given to look back on the four year storm that has wearied me and bitten at my bones. It reawakened fears inside me that still cause me to shake with rage that can’t be vented against those involved because to even think so is a crime. Nice that it happened on patriots day and even better to have dvd memory of the events and players involved. Just to keep myself in the proper perspective if I should waiver in my trust of different people. Amazing to me is how some can now say “oh I’m just keeping out of any opinions now”. Crap if you would have done that four years ago I might feel differently now but suddenly you claim family loyalty as the reasoning. Ok I’ve vented, it’s safe again.