how I am still here how I survived my childhood how I survived cancer and all of it,, I always knew the healing of music but now I know ,,, everytime I have been through trauma I have put it into writing music singing music recording music,, this just confirms what I knew God showed me a lot of love making me a musician and music teacher and no wonder I have functioned so long with so much ,, memory all of it ,,, this is a great confirmation thanks muj makes me want to start a musccorps for rape and incest I spent 3 years in the army band and so many asked me why I never killed myself wth so many traumas and losses I know ,,,,, I have had the music angels with me my home is filled with drums you name it ,, and faith in my God and teaching music what a powerful force we can all used to tell my students we all have music in our soul, I was so lucky to share it with children just counting my blessings about now no real doubt how I kept going and then there is the being gay piece the sensitivity the pain of rejection etc transformed we lost so many artists in the aids war,, music and art saved many holocaust survivors it gives pain a voice an outlet,, and we can all use that powerful tool ,,,, good stuff good reminder,
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