I find it extreamly difficult to get out the door in the morning for work, when I wake up in the morning I'm hit with a rush of anxiety, my pulse speeds up, I'm sick to my stomach, all the feelings, I cry not able to stop. Sometimes I get there,sometimes not. I'm almost out of vacation, used mostly becuase of this problem, no more sick time. My work has an " attendance support program", more like quarterly harrassment about missing time. This can all lead to terrmination and I love my job. They don't take my PTSD seriously, I don't think they understand how this consumes my life and I can't seem to contol it. How do I get them to understand ? Sometimes I wonder how I work at all.
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