I unwillingly carry vengence in my heart,it will not go away..Quick past history:1 of 9 plane crash survivors-72 others killed(i was a child),stepdad(highly decorated vet)abused me physically(fractured skull for example),mentally,and yes sexually...was a runaway -lived on the streets for 3 yrs-raped twice--best freind shot in the head and dumped on the side of interstate------angry at the world and cant make it go away--in therapy,on meds,talk about it,pray and so on.....have tried suicide several times-died but was revived(God's not ready for me-wont let me die).....please someone tell me how to make it go away........................................
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