I have already been dealing with the memories of my rape that happened a year ago (if you read my journal you will see). I have been trying to distract myself that I would have a child right now if I did not have the abortion which was necessary medically and mentally. And now tonight he called. I havn't heard from him since this summer and now out of the blue he called. I hung up on him once I realized who he was and called my therapist. I am trying to stay in the here and now, and realize that happened a year ago, but all I want to do is curl up with xanax or sleeping pills and forget about it. How do you forget something when the assulter won't leave you alone?
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