Yay... not! Im 27 today and im so depressed. Im tired and feel ill. I see the doctor tomro but i feel she will thob me off. I dont know what to do for the next few days.being off work now is very difficult to me. Ughh. Ive had some nice presents this year. Im struggling to get any presents out the boyf though which i find upsetting. I thought things had changed and he would show affection by wanting to get me something nice.i have nothing. Ohwell. Sooner this weeks over the better.
My nearby large city had rioting this week. Police cruisers were vandalized and windows broken. Thye shut down another neighboring town due to the rioting. THis is getting closer to home than i am comfortable with.i dont usually watch the news but now I am so I can monitor the going on. I am glad I have no reason to leave the house.Everyone, please be safe
Last year at this time I got a tick bite that put me in hospital for 11 days. Since then I've lost my love of gardening. I've lost my way of living a life that brings any type of happiness or satisfaction.The good in my life has come from Al-anon, giving myself permission to have boundaries and opening up myself to my son, through being available to/for and treating him as a young adult rather...