i just recently give brith to a baby girl who i named paige shes 4 weeks old now.. her dad didnt wana no me from wen i was 12 weeks pregnant so i have been on my own pretty much throughout this pregnancy and he messaged me wen she was born to say he wanted to see her but then now he dont because i wont let his new gf come down with him and why the heck shud i... ne way me point is im finding it hard seeing his family and want to cut them away they aint makin much effort anyway im feelin annoyed irritable and on top of that me dad keeps talking to me like rubbish sayin i was a mistake and all that i dont no if i got ppd or if its natural to feel angry at my babies dad for bein such a arse and getin annoyed with me dad for bein a idiot... i do not feel ne resentment to me baby i adore her love to take her out so we got time alone even love getinn up in the night with her shes so gud! ne ideas?
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