HELP! I feel as though I've been postpartum for the past 4 years or it seems like, I suffer from depression to begin with after having my first daughter Caitlin in 2003 I noticed I went thru the postpartum then in December 2005 I had my second daughter Jaclyn and it was horrible I felt as if I was falling apart, I was dealing with a new baby living in Alaska where there is what 6 mos. winter no family (family lives in NY)to help out and then in October 2007 I had my son William (tubes where tied right after) I'm tired of feeling like a guinea pig with meds I was on Prozac with Jaclyn and then w/William went on cymbalta that made me more depress back on Prozac 60mg. My temper with my children is very short and I'm extremely impatient. Dealing with being homesick and not having any family around to help me has been a real resentment. I sometimes feel like a time bomb, I'm a stay at home mom I stopped working after I had William and I'm in the house with the kids most of the time and I dealing with cabin fever, a 4 year old who doesn't listen and terrible 2 and a crying baby (thank God I don't drink - I'll just get more tattoos LOL). I could really use any advice ladies. I feel like a bad mom I don't know what to do anymore... Thanking you all in advance
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