I have a 4.5 month old daughter, Anna, and I am 3 months pregnant. I had severe post partum depression with my daughter. There are times I can't hold her or even look at her. I am so scared that I am going to have to go through this again with the new baby, but at the same time I am afraid that if I don't go through it with the new baby that I will feel extreme guilt. I mean loving one baby and not even liking the other. I get overwhelmed with just one baby and she really is a good baby, so how am I going to take care of 2 babies?
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