My husband used to ignore me during my pregnancy. Have infidelity with other women after 12 days of delivery. Hit me. Divorce me once. and then remarried. although we're sometimes happy, i'm afraid that the same thing will happen again. now, i don't feel like i want to take care of any home, him, my baby and my study. always relate his fault with his infidelity. like to swear, cry, yell, sleep, stare, isolate myself. my neighbours like to stare at me and give me that look since they are tired of hearing my fights, yelling and constant crying. before getting married, everything works well between us. all starts after his family dislike me when we want to get married. and when his ex-girlfriend want to commit suicide if he is married to me. after that, since the first day of our engagement day, he is not he used like to be. he's mind is somewhere else. always arguing with me, blaming me, ignoring me. i can feel it. i feel like i want a divorce after getting my degree and job.
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