Im totaly lost! i feel alone and not myself anymore. I have a 4 month old baby girl and i love her to bits, but since she was born i have slowly got more tired more down and i have more and more worries and strange thoughts. I dont know what to do??? I cant talk to my husband he thinks that people should just get on with things and that it will go away on its own. My friends all seem to have perfect families and lives that i feel they wouldnt understand. I also have twin gilrs that are 11 years old and i dont want them to know what im going through for fear of upsetting them and scaring them about having babies and putting them off motherhood. i didnt have any of theese feelings last time after having the twins and so i know that something is wrong with me but its taken me this long to admit it, i guess i wanted everything to be so perfect and now i feel ive let everyone down. What should i do please please someone help me.
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