I don't know if this resentment I am starting to feel towards my son is normal. He is 16 months old and I am to the point where I just don't want to do it anymore. I am a 22 year old single mom trying to go to school and work full time. I just feel like he ruined my life. I feel like such a horrible parent for feeling like this. I don't know if its normal. I feel so lost all the time. I got involved with a guy who thought he could handle me having a child but ended up walking out. The break up sent me over the edge. It brought me back to two years ago when his father walked out when he found out I was pregnant. On top of that we work together where I have to see him everyday. It is making my depression even worse. I feel rejected and alone, I don't even want to see, touch, or even play with my son. I am just trying to reach out for help but I don't know what to do or where to turn. I am having problems just even sorting out my feelings. It's like I can't even think because my head won't stop spinning. I would greatly appreciate any advice or help
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