Lately ive been a wreck, I cant figure out what to do. My daughter is still up with my in laws, I've been missing every one of her milestones, Im beating myself up. I'm having my second period since she was born and its been hell, im up and down, I feel like giving up and giving my daughter up, she deserves better than I can ever give to her. I will always be this way because I am bipolar, im not sure this will ever get better. I dont want to put her through this, I dont want her to ride the roller coaster with me, she's too precious and means to much to me. I love her and i want better for her. I really regret having her, its not fair she didnt ask to be here.
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