Lately ive been a wreck, I cant figure out what to do. My daughter is still up with my in laws, I've been missing every one of her milestones, Im beating myself up. I'm having my second period since she was born and its been hell, im up and down, I feel like giving up and giving my daughter up, she deserves better than I can ever give to her. I will always be this way because I am bipolar, im not sure this will ever get better. I dont want to put her through this, I dont want her to ride the roller coaster with me, she's too precious and means to much to me. I love her and i want better for her. I really regret having her, its not fair she didnt ask to be here.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...