I am happy to find someone else to talk to understand the way I feel. I have pretty much lost most of my support system and as you all know it can be pretty lonely out here in this big bad world. But I would like to know one thing...people keep telling me that God doesn't give a person more than they can handle. Well, does anyone else think that he has one sick sense of humor. I have gone from being a single mother of 2, working full time and going to school nights, dancing, camping, singing to a disabled, exhausted, plus size woman who is almost homeless. I don't mean to sound bitter because reallyy I am not. I am just very tired!!! Not just physically but emotionally and mentally. My friends have all gone their own way, I guess I am not much fun anymore. After giving them the shirt off my back I am no longer worth their time and energy.
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