I know there are many woman out there who have pcos, but I feel so alone right now. I'm 21 years old and I was diagnosed 1 year ago last week. I have went on god know how many hundreds of website to find out information, something that will make it better or give me hope. For awhile I was ok with it, because to me it didn't seem to bad. I sit in front of you right now crying my eyes out wishing that this was all some sick twisted dream. My synptoms were never really bad, but i have noticed in the last 6 months they have gotten alot worse. I looked at myself in the mirror doing my normal everyday plucking of my chin and I noticed....I'm growing facial hair. I'm hairline is thinning, and I'm a total emotional wreck (not only due to my pcos.) which I know is not helping any, and to make things worse I cannot afford to go to the doctor to see if there is anything I can possibly do or try to help me out. I'm a complete and total wreck right now and I am ashamed of myself and the way I look, which is the reason you will notice I do not have a picture on here.....No you can see any of my synptoms on the outside in my pictures it's just that I am so embarassed about myself I cant do it......I know this is long and I'm very sorry if you have read all of this.....I just need to know that there is someone else out there who has enough compassion to help out a total stranger with only compassion and friendship in return......I'm at the edge, I need someone.
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