It has been a few years since my disgnosis and I am still so angry about it. To the point where I do not even take my meds because I am so angry that I do not want to deal with it. I don't know how to move past all of my anger and into a place where I can at least accept that PCOS is something that is very much a part of me now. I know that by not taking my meds and skipping my doctors visits I am only making my PCOS worse and increasing my chances are far worse things like cancer, heart diease, and high cholestrol but there is still a huge part of me that doesnt care; because once I really start aknowledging that I have an incurable disease I am going to have to stare at it for the rest of my life and that scares the crap out of me. Is onyone else in the same boat as i am?
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