Im 22 and diagnosed with PCOS. I also have bipolar, ptsd, and borderline personality disorder. I was heart broken the day the doctor told me I had pcos and what it actually was. In addition to that my right ovary is also covered by a cyst. i love children have had my childrens names since i was 12. everyone and i mean everyone around me is pregnant or has a baby. both my bf are pregnant now and the other ppl close to me have toddlers or pregnant. I have 2 godkids and i love them to death but knowin that i wont hear anyone call me mommy breaks my heart daily. I hate to admit it but i am very jealous of my friends. most of them dont even want children or didnt and now they have them. it just isnt fair!
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