UGH... So, the doctor did not really try to dumb things down for me. He kept using the medical terms. Thank god I had my roommate with me, who is a bio major otherwise i would have been completely lost. I was told that in order to stabilize my weight i can only eat abour 1200 calories a day. but even as of right now they arent 100% sure what exactly is wrong. They pretty much assume its PCOS duh, even i could have told them that. but they need to check the different hormone levels and what not. I have to go back and drink this sugar stuff on friday to test my insulin levels. then in 2 weeks i have to go back again to take more tests. I HATE THIS. i feel so hopeless... $40 co-pay today.. and i have to go back about 3 more times in the next month.. i'm a poor college student. and i want to be healthy but i can't even afford to do that. I don't even know what i'm going to do when it comes time for me to want to have a baby. I feel like there is no point in even trying. I'm more scared now than I ever was before the endocrinology appointment.
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