I seem to get angrier a lot more than I used to. And I get frustrated easier. I blame myself for not getting pregnant yet. And I am driving my fiance away. I need help. I need support. I have PCOS and have been trying to conceive without drugs for almost two years now. And I have gone through feelings of despair, hatred and anger the most. I am fed up with my body and I am fed up with the world. My little sister has a daughter. She got pregnant within the first month she became sexually active. She never wanted children..or a husband. That was my dream. And I feel like I will never get to experience those things, why is god punishing me? Please - what did I do?
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