Ok so this may seem selfish but I just made my apt. for my day 12 ultrasound. My doc is going to be on vacation and I started crying and made it clear that I was really upset by this. THis is my last month on the Clomid and she PROMISED that she would have some answeres from the fertility clinic, and what the next step from here is. I dont want some doctor I dont know to stick that damn ultrasound probe in my VA-JAY-JAY and then he wont have any answeres. I am livid. this is rediculus I know that she has the right to go on vacation, but I am just so emotionally on edge and this is my LAST shot on the Clomid. I am sure that this is going to be a rediculusly emotional experiance and I dont want it to be with some stupid doc I dont know. Im sorry just needed to vent. Am I dumb and selfish for feeling like this?????
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