I found out about a month ago that I have PCOS after trying to conceive for the last yr. My heart broke w/ the news but at least I know now and can start w/ the treatments! My periods for the last 3 months have been nothing but spotting! No one really undrstand how I feel and that too was pissing me off! I seem to always be emotional and I feel like I can't even talk to my fianc about it b/c he just don't get why I feel the way I do! Tonight I was just venting to him and he made it seem as if I'm crazy for being emotional about this. At that moment is when I decided to look up a support group and I'm so glad I did! I hate being this emotional....it's like one minute I'm ok and then the next I'm crying or sad or just don't feel like being bothered w/ anyone! I try to be positive and keep my faith but it is so hard to when EVERYONE around is getting preggo! Granted I'm happy for them but I just want my time to come...tomorrow I'm going to wake up and start a workout routine and try yo take it one day at a time! Ok I'm done venting...for now anyway! One question before I go, does it get easier to deal with?
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