I'm so incredibly heart broken and frustrated. This is totally just to vent and if you don't want to read you are more then welcome to move on. I have been trying for so long to get pregnant which I'm sure that most of you can understand. My husband is wonderful and very supportive but I see him play with some of our friends babies and the look in his eyes and it just absolutely breaks my heart. It makes me feel like he shouldn't have to deal with my infertility. Then not too long ago I had a positive pregnancy that turned out to be a cyst causing the positive, so no baby. Needles to say we were both completely crushed. He even started crying and he is definitely not the type to do that. And to make matters worse since I have started taking metformin my body is totally out of wack! I'm totally emotional, my nipples are darker, my boobs are sore and swollen, I get bad headaches everyday, I'm always wanting to sleep, and i'm nautious all the time. So many pregnancy symptoms to yet again get my hopes up for nothing. I'm so sick of this stupid PCOS that I'm about ready to quit! My daughter keeps telling me how much she wants a baby brother or sister and that she doesn't understand why her dad had a baby with his wife and I won't give her one! What do you say to that...GRRRR!!!!!
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