Yesterday I woke up with energy for the first time in ages, and I actually cleaned the house, went grocery shopping, and exercised. I can't believe I am feeling good enough to do this stuff again, its truly a miracle. Before, I was sitting in the same spot all day, bursting into tears every few minutes, and I didn't give a shit that dirty dishes and laundry were piling up around me. I felt guilty for doing nothing while my husband was out working all day, but I would try to do a little housework and I would just wind up crying again and I had to go lay down. I really hope that those days don't come back.
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