I have been in a relationship for about four years now and I am currently 3 months pregnant. Of course it hasn't been the greatest relationship and I know babys don't solve things, but shouldn't be a little better? It has only seemed to get worse... more hurtful more degrading, didn't think that the things he says could be any worse yet they are. I almost wonder if I can continue to love that. It hurts so much and yet he is unaffected by my pain. If he thinks all the things he says why is he with me? Yet I can't leave him or he will ruin my life? Like he isn't already?
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