why does my dad hate me?
my dad sais that everything is my fault...him and my mom are gonna get a divorce,and he sais it's my fault...when he hits me with stuff or chokes me or bangs my head up agaisnt the wall and the floor he sais it's my fault...i was in the bathroom in the tub,naked of course,taking a bath and he came in and started folding his cloths...i asked him to get out and he said that he use to change my diaper all the time when i was a baby,but i feel really uncomfortable with him standing there while i'm taking a bath becuase i'm 15,after a while i started screaming at him telling him to get out of the bathroom,he walked out,slammed the door behind him and called me a ungrateful whore...why doesn't he love...what in the hell did i do...i mean yea i argue with him alot and i've called him a prick and a bastard before...every since i was like 6 or 7 yearsold he's been calling me names and when i turned 9 is when he started getting pysically abusive...whats wrong with me...why am i so angry and depressed all the time...someone please help me...
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