Its been 6 months since Ive left. I still cry when I think of some of the things I survived with him. But for some reason, Im not mad at him. I still love him but I dont miss him like I did at first. I hate what he did to me, I hate that I let it happen. But I cant bring myself to even hate him. Is that ok? Does anyone understand what I mean?
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