He's going to gamble again. It's been 4 weeks since we lost our baby boy, this time he was only 21 wks old. He's been so angry and hard to live with. His verbal abuse is getting worse and worse. I just don't know how to take it besides dealing with the lost of a child, lost of hope, and lost of faith. We've been together for almost 3 yrs, and had lost of 2 babies in a year. I don't understand why he can not be the support I need, all he saying is that he has to take care of himself before he can take care of someone else. Someone? I am the one that he said the love of his life. I feel he is so selfish. I start to wonder if he really loves me. He takes out all the anger on me and tell me because he has to fake with he co-workers and friends, and I am the one he can trust to be himself. And I take it because I want to support him. Am I being foolish? He makes me feel so worthless, and I know I am a kind person, why is this happening to me?? He's not answering my calls since this morning. I think he is not coming home until midnight....
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