About 3 days ago i was feeling really down and in a moment of weakness sent a text to my ex. I told him i was feeling so unloved and have been for the longest time. I said you want me to come back but i need you to do something special for me to make me feel better. I said i remember all the things he did when we first got met so i was sure he could think of something wonderful. Well he called me back and left a message saying "what do you expect me to do? Really Lori you have issues, no i am not going to do anything nice for you. You abandoned me and now you know how i feel!" Of course my brain lapse continued and i texted him back saying what about the 9 years i showed you over and over again how much i loved you? His response back was, "that was in the past, get your shit together." Needless to say that made me feel so horrible, still felt unloved. But the upside was i realized what a cruel and horrible person he is. To kick someone when they are down, again and again. Yeh makes me want to run home to him. Never ceases to amaze me how the abuser can still mess with your head if you have contact with him after you have left. This should get a laugh, he had the balls to call me the next day asking me to help him find the direct tv phone number cause the tv wasn't working. I am starting to hate him more and more each day.
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