In August, i moved out of my mother's house into an apartment with my boyfriend of one year. We were doing pretty well until about 2-3 months ago, he began accusing me of cheating on him. I am ALWAYS home and i would never cheat but he wont get that into his head. Then recently he has started up drugs again and began screaming at me all the time making me feel like complete dirt. He has broken my things, pushed me, hit me, etc. And when i say something to him about it, he says it was my fault. I dont know what has set him off except recently he was put on depression medication and after that he's gone crazy. I feel like i have to walk on eggshells JUST so i dont get yelled at. Everything i say or do, is wrong to him. Even when it is clearly proven that he is wrong, he will fight with me about it. He embarrasses me in front of my friends and family. I dont know what to do, or who to turn to. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
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