im 14 and the only place im seriously unhappy is at my house, with my mom and her husband. i have never been able to say emotional abuse, or think of it that way, but im starting to now. i dont think its right that i only feel this way when im with people who im supposed to love and care about and they are supposed to too. but i dont even remember the last time my mom said i love you. but the last four times i've talked to her she's made me break down and cry. i've always taken it just fine until now. my school guidance counselor and some of my teachers last year even asked how things were at my house, and i've never told anyone things about my family life. alot of stuff happened this year, and my mom didnt have a choice in having me see a psychotherapist. she's trying to get me to talk to her, but i can't, unless i really know the words, and i don't. i cant talk about what happens in my life, but i just want to know what emotional abuse is, to know if thats whats happening at my house, or if im just weak. even my therapist and my guidance counselor said i was too good at hiding things, and too strong, but maybe im not. i would just like to know. thanks
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