Just when I think I'm getting better I start pineing away for him! It makes me feel like a giant loser but I do it anyway! I know my "perfect" life with him was fake. I know he's a sick man who can't possibly love me after what he did to me. I wish I could quit thinking about him. It was 15 years of my life though and a lot of good memories along with the bad. I wish I could rewind and somehow do things differently so that we didn't end up like this. My heart is broken and I just want the pain to end! I think I should post some more abuse pictures in my profile so that you can all help me pull my head out of my a$$!!
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