I am seriously concerned about myself. I am becoming so abusive back to my husband that I dont like myself very much. I am so cold toward him, distant, critical I am becoming him. Thankfully, I only do this to him and no one else, especially our son. But what is our son thinking when he sees me doing this? Am I teaching him to be abusive, too? This morning, his dad opened the shade in his room and then Jack couldnt see to feed his fish because the sun was shining in on him. He said to me, that was bad of daddy. Then we were leaving for school and Todd was making comments about how I dont care about him, that all I ever do is forget about him, and after he walked away, I said errrrrr! Jack then said, daddy has been doing bad things to me, too, mommy. Oi! What am I teaching my child?
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