A few of years ago something really bad happened to me. It really messed me up and I guess it's what started much of the anger and depression I have now. I told my boyfriend about it when we started dating, and he said he hated the fact it happened, wished he could prevent it and swore if he ever saw the guy who did it... You know. We've been together for 2 years now, and recently he told me he was addicted to porn. Ok, big deal. He's a guy. That hurt a little because I have a low self esteem. But he told me what kind he was addicted to. Rape porn. I never would have thought...and that cut a hole in my heart. I couldn't stand hearing that. I'm trying to help him with the addiction, but it's been three times now that he's tried and failed, and lied to me about it. He's an amazing, sweet, protective guy but ever since he (supposedly) completely stopped a couple months ago he's been angry and always yelling at me for the smallest things. I know rape porn isn't right but...what do I do?
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