Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
My little lake house is on the market for sale! This is so hard for me. I've been so happy here for 12-1/2 years! I'm soooo upset! Crying my eyes out! Ron has ruined my life! It's all too much. Emotional, physical, financial, legal hoops to jump through. In the past six months I have lost my marriage, my best friend, my security, my job, financial security, my home, trust in others....I'm fried mentally! How much more am I supposed to handle? I've been told that I'm strong. I don't feel strong anymore. I just want this to be OVER!!!!!!!! This is why women stay in an abusive relationship! Leaving is far from easy and it hurts soooo bad in every way.
Please pray for me to have strength of mind. I'm afraid I'm cracking up!
Please pray for me to have strength of mind. I'm afraid I'm cracking up!
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Just take it minute by minute, day by day. Try to look at what you really have control over and what you don't and focus on what you can control and let go of what you can't ;-) I will pray for you right now.
You are still alive, and your mind is still awake... so you have a start.
The judge could not rule on spousal support. He said it wasn't the right forum. We are now filing Contempt of Court. That will take place near the end of December. In the mean time we are supeonaing (sp?) his bank and credit card records. Unfortunately, I'm unable to work right now due to the stress and emotional drain that I'm under. I've just got to hang on a little longer.
Thank you for caring.
You may be right!
I've never felt so scared and out of control. I hear voices in my head. People having conversations. I see movements out of the corner of my eye but no one is there. I have terrible dreams that seem real and flashbacks while I'm wide awake. Now I have an idea of what it's like to have a nervous breakdown. Maybe that's what this is only they have different terminology for it now? Whatever it is, I'm going to fight and get better! I won't let him win this battle by driving me insane!!